2012 melabuhkan tirainya ..

lama sunggguh tak update blog nie .. dan percayalah sesungguhnya yg x update tu lagi byr cerita drpd hari2 dok update ..sbb tu x sempat nak menjengah blog .. cuma rasa nya x larat la nak recall semua nya .. mana yg sempat je lah nanti kita update slowly ..
as time goes by .. sedaq sedaq next week dah final exam .. cuma aku jer mcm x ready .. hari2 mood tak bagus .. sejak dpt tahu pregnant (even sblom tu dah syak pun) badan dah rasa x sedap .. hatta abah pun terkena tempiasnya .. mcm sebelum ni abah tak pernah merasai pengalaman ni .. so dipendekkan cerita.. morning sickness all the day .. so nak baca buku pun x bole .. nak siapkan proposal lg la .. next week nak kena hantaq dah ni :((( .. tu satu bab .. bab ke2 .. budak2 next week pun start skolah .. lencana sekolah ada 8 x jahit lg .. seluat irfan x alter lg .. uwwaaa ... dugaan ... dalam gumbira ada duka ..
dan .. bole pulak this month lupa kirim duit dekat mak .. mabuk sgt la ni .. so tadi baru jer transfer dekat adik .. dan sementara ingatan masih ada tadi aku cepat2 bayar duit zakat this year .. alhamdulillah .. mmg nazak dah aku nie ..

it's me okey *-*

i'm lucky this time abah yg demam

ibu belum lg dan doa2 tak la

Ya Allah ..

berilah aku kekuatan

amin..

Trilogi Cinta

my current favorite movie besides Adam & Hawa

 :))

Entry Update

Adam & Hawa

My Favourite Drama :))

You Are Great Sweetheart !

before i sleep

i would like to convey millions of love to my husband

bila ibu demam abah belikan 100 plus

bila ibu nak minum soya abah tolong belikan di Shell

bila ibu malas .. abah mandikan anak-anak

bila ibu tidoq waktu senja .. abah gerak kan solat maghrib

bila ibu sedih ... abah tanya kenapa sedih

bila ibu marah ... abah diam sbb x nak keruhkan keadaan

bila ibu gumuk .. abah bg moral support soh kuruskan badan

bila ibu suka mengarah .. abah igtkan jgn jadi 'kebossian'

bila ibu pakai tudung pendek .. abah suruh kasi labuh :)

bila ibu x pandai berfesyen .. abah jadi good commenter

indeed .. again .. i luv u sweetheart

 

 

Irwansyah feat. Acha Septriasa - My Heart

Another version of My Heart for today's entry

My Heart

dear heart !

you are too sensitive

please grow up

don u know

u are affecting ure friends

 miss eyes get ache ... tired of crying

miss mind get freeze ... stop from thinking

miss smile become sour ..no more sweeties..

and miss body turn to get FEVER !

 

 

 

 

The little girl sings like a pro

Shania Twain - You're Still The One

Shania Twain - From This Moment On

I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
 

Bila Harus Memilih

- By Ct Nurhaliza -

Haruskah Aku Percaya
Segala Yang Kau Ucapkan
Kata Kata Maafmu, Kata Kata Memohon
Untuk Kembali Kepadaku

Mesti Cintaku Padamua
Lebih Dari Yang Kau Tahu
Namun Mengerti Kasih Tak Semudahnya Itu
Melupakan Yang Telah Kau Lakukan Padaku

Mulanya Cinta

-Mulanya Cinta-

Tiada sesiapa dapat melupa
Perasaan cinta pertama
Akan ku ingat selama-lama
Saat pertama jatuh cinta

Kasih Sayang
Senyum mesra bersama
Gurau senda pujuk rayumu
Pasti ku ingati

Apapun juga akhirnya
Aku kan tetap
Mengingatimu dengan setia
Walaupun kau akan pergi
Pasti ku ingati gelora cinta
Kali pertama

By Ct Nurhaliza

hectic weak but i am not weak

while updating this blog
i am enjoy listening to Kerispatih songs
- Mode : jiwang karat -

now .. at this moment .. with my deep breath
i would rather accumulate my strength to the power of 10 (strength)10
cause this week definitely will be another hectic week
next week i have to submit 2 assignments together with presentation
plus another one assignment due the following week
then azura u have to prepare for final exam
before that i would like to say u are most
welcome cik gastric, cik cherry berry
and all my friends who used to accompany me
while i am under stress
and definitely the lucky man will be En. Lokman
the doctor in the house

- weighing on my mind -
there's a time ... in my life
I always pray Allah helps time pass very quickly
because it is an effective healing for my sorrow,
fear, stress and frustration
but in other situation
i wish i could freeze the time!
things ahead of me i just want to forget
and all i want to do is
living in my great moment of happiness

so ...
i wish time pass very quickly
so no more hectic week in my life
but despite of that
i wish i could freeze the time
cause i am enjoy doing my master
instead of working




definitely true!

sharing is caring

actually .. now
i force myself to finish my HRM notes before starts updating my blog
i want to say many things today
everything is in my mind
- mode : finishing my notes first -

first
i would like to say that ..
lately, i was a little bit depress of understanding others
it become my greater effort trying to understand others
without realizing that actually the worse part is
me myself do not understand about ME ..
that is actually the root of the problem !

second
i need to note that all my children is not feeling well today
irfan and ayesha got fever, farihah got flu
and late 10 pm i cook maggie for them
what a lousy mommy ..

third
tomorrow is public holiday
time for me to become chef of the house
ada daging rusa dalam freeze
nampakny besok kena google resepi
abah pesan masak special
:)))

fourth
i feel like may sorrow has been reduced
i need to cheer up myself so that i can stay focus!


2.00 am !!!
i need to stop

SomeOne Like U

this is not by the popular Adele
but only by Me!

let's quote some of the lyrics which reflect me today

"Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead "

Don't Speak

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

Fixing A Broken Heart

Fail lagi

Jam menunjukkan pukul 11.30 malam
pada firasat aku .. di kala ini
kebanyakan orang dah syok tarik berselimut
tapi cerita aku adalah sebaliknya ...
aku dua beranak bersama ayesha
tengah excited melantak nan cheese

cerita yang berbeza tengah hari tadi
aku beria2 beli susu SD2 dekat kakak sayang di Anjung
x silap ini tin yang ke 3 dah
konon nya nak berdiet

but see what happen tonite
fail!

29 Mac - HaPpY BefDay Mak ..

aku : "hello mak, selamat hari jadi.. moga mak sihat selalu dan panjang umur..
mak, jangan lupa doa ya .. j am 9 nanti akak ada exam "
mak : "ya.. mak selalu doa, hari2 doa "
_BIG GRIN_

perbualan antara ibu dan anak
di pagi Khamis 29 Mac 2012
ketika di usia ibu menginjak ke 58 tahun

mak wif my younger sister G-Mah

Baju Mak

alhamdulillah
akhirnya siap jua 2 pasang baju mak
tu gambar salah satu baju mak
satu hari bole siap sepasang
cuma leher mata lalat tak siap lagi
insya allah besok cuba siapkan
termasuk kelim baju dan tangan
sabtu nie bawa balik penang
harap2 ok la mak pakai

Babies baby ayesha

macam nie lah hari2 kalau layan ayesha
pakaikan pampers pada baby-baby nyer
bila malam .. tuan pulak pakai pampers tu :p

exam result release today

i suppose to get my result today
but don know why i cannot retrieve mine tru student portal
not only me but some of my frens too
so stressful while
others already enjoy wif their flying colors result
they manage to get above 3.5
i guess even close to perfect ..
they deserve for their effort
but me ? ..
wait n c :)

i am standard 1

first day at school !

Taman Wetland, Putrajaya

jalan2 sama anak2 tgk burung flamingo..

ready to school !

baju2 sekolah yang siap di seterika
beg2 sekolah pun gantung sekali
together wif beg ayesha yng kanan tu

kena paksa tidoq awai
sebab besok nak bangun awai

berdiri sama tinggi, duduk sama rendah

from : the mines

cubaan untuk mendapatkan ketinggian sama abah
supaya kalau berdiri sebelah abah
tak la nampak ibu rendah sangat
abah ckp .. " x payah la yang "
:(((

new year wif new sling bag and wallet

today is my fren's wedding day
sari nashikim radin iskandar wif her partner ? (forgot already)
such a nice girl and happy go lucky all the time
the wedding ceremony was held at taman botani putrajaya
it's like a dreaming wedding day wif white n pink concept
very beautiful place surrounded by natural greenery environment

sebelum pegi we all stop di alamanda
nak beli hadiah kawen .. as usual last minute
then ternampak sale beg
rembat 1 berdasarkan pilihan abah
cantik kan .. abah match kan dgn new wallet
bole tahan jugak taste org lelaki ye ..